Well, it's been a crazy past few weeks and an incredibly boring past few weeks all at the same time!!! This bedrest stuff is for the birds I've decided; I just get so fusterated at times not being able to do what I normally do on a daily basis! The meals again have been great; I can't thank my friends enough for their generosity! If you have done something wonderful for myself and my kids and I haven't called you yet, please accept my apologies! The meds that I have been on make me dizzy and light headed, and honestly I don't feel like doing much at all - I feel like I can't even concentrate while talking on the phone! I will call you though, I promise! :) Thank you again....I really don't feel deserving!
We are doing well though through it all; I'm in my 34th week now, and although it seems like such a lloonnnggg 6ish weeks that are left, I'm certain they will fly by! (at least I'm counting on it!) Although I do have to say that if one more person asks me if it's REALLY that much longer left that we have or if I'm sure I'm not carrying more than one baby 'in there' I may pull my hair out!!!!! :D Yes, I do feel as uncomfortable as I look, and no, I do not sleep at night! I also don't have any shirts left that cover the bottom of my belly and my pants always seem to want to slide down because the baby belly won't let them stay up anymore! My back I'm sure is irreversibly damaged and I really do feel that I not only look like, but am also about as mobile as, a beached whale!!! BUT......am I thankful? Absolutly! Is all of this discomfort worth the 18 months+ we waited to get here, plus the morning sickness and puking in addition to the past 8 or so months? YYEESS! I'd do it all again in a heartbeat, and I wouldn't have it any other way! We feel so blessed to already have two of the best kids anyone could ever ask for, and we just can NOT wait to add one more to our lives! I think we are just getting to the point where we can't wait to meet her, and to be able to hold her in our arms instead of my belly! :D But I guess God brings us to this point for a good reason; I mean, if we felt perfect throughout the entire pregnancy nothing would push us to actually WANT to go through the horribly painful and traumatizing experience of having a 7 to 9 pound child come out of our body!!! BRING IT ON!!!
Well, I'm going to get to some work that needs to get finished! My wonderful mother was kind enough to have a good family friend agree to watch the kids for me two times a week for the past couple of weeks, and again for next week and possibly the week after that to help lighten the load a bit. I can't thank you enough Mom! THANK YOU!!! I'll be resting up still this week (it's amazing how exhausted I get by the little things, but it might just be from the medicine), but I'm hoping I can get my unfinished work at least done in the meantime since most of it is computer work (God Bless laptops!!!!!!) or at least sitdown work. :) After the next couple weeks are done and my projects are completed I'll be able to do Carsons train room since I will officially be free to have a normal life again! YAY!
Ok, sorry about the longwinded post! OH! And I'm SO SORRY if you tried to visit the website these past few days and couldn't get to it; at first I thought maybe the server was just down for a few hours, but then Chadd made me realize this afternoon that I never updated my info with my domain name place; I have a new email address and acct info since last year when I had renewed my domain name, and it had expired this past weekend without me even realizing it! It's always something!!! So I updated and renewed it finally this morning. I just can't believe I never even thought about that! Talk about pregnancy brain!! :D
Take care, and I hope that everyone is having a fantastic weekend!!! The girls' flooring is hopefully going in today, so I'll post pics when it gets done! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!
God Bless, Patti
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